The Space In Between: November 2005

The Space In Between

You know the times, when you wake up in the morning and stare blankly into the ceiling, and wonder, "What should I do today?" That's basically my life. Real fun. Life's like a neverending cycle of contradictions. Waiting in earnest for exams to be over, only to dread the boredom of having nothing to do in the holidays. Perhaps its just me, but I bet i'm not the only one. I have to admit that there are things to do, people to meet, games to play, movies to watch, books to read. But always, something missing. Even in the company of friends, the lingering feeling is always there, like a phantom stalking me, ready to pounce at me the moment the fun and laughter stops. That's the emptiness I feel, which seems to paint my surroundings grey and dull, bleak and inanimate. Emptiness, the place in between, a place where no one else can enter, that time just seems to stand still......

Sunday, November 27, 2005

After the long interlude

As they say, no news is good news... Though we did quarrel now and then with a severe one at tbp just the day before yesterday, I guess we are going quite alright =) But today serious stuff happened at her side... 22 called her home at midnight and blew up the entire issue bet him and her with all parties at both sides affected... Now her parents know everything that happened bet him and her.... at least he will not be able to use these against her anymore... They will be taking action against him I guess... Really want to be by her side right now to hold her tight.... sigh...

Laopo, I'm here -- by -Emptiness-

When the night wind sings its song,
Shiver not, have no fear.
Haven't you noticed my warm embrace?
Laopo, I am here.

I'll be your shield when you are weak,
And help you when you fall.
I'll guide you through the great unknown,
And stand ready at your call.

Cause dearest are you to my heart and mind,
My spirit and soul you hold.
I really can't tell you this enough,
But Laopo, I love you so.