Major Changes
170805 Wed
Had a quarrel with her after school... Went to Clementi bookstore to buy her psychology books... Forgot to help her carry the books... so she got very angry... and somehow or another, the quarrel lead to her talking about the major issue between us... my unwillingness to open up to her... I finally opened up to her that it is due to religion... and if she is willing to come with me... she'll understand, and I then can be totally open to her... We went to her home, and watched vcd together... some show about this scholar who married this gong gu very zai gal... in ancient china (comedy)... After which, we went to shell to buy some stuff before I go home... but along the way back, she asked me how it would be if she didn't accept my religion.... I told her then we sooner or later will have a lot of problems... after hearing that, she was very very very angry and hurt... and at the 19th floor, she told me she wanted to break up... And I said ok... cause I knew this is a major thing that we can't solve, if either is not willing to give way... Cried while doing so... So I took bus back, and along the way, she called up saying that her dad wanted me to come back and settle the issue with them... So i had to get off the bus, and take cab back... There, she was crying like mad, and so was I... In the end, her dad asked me what I was going to do, and I said break up... Left, and met this guy at the bus stop... who shared cab back with me... helped me lessen the hurt feeling.... But I was smsing her while talking to him.... When I got back... called her on the phone and talked to her....
Felt so hurt...
So painful...
180805 Thu
Woke up early in the morning and called her... talking to her.... I really really felt her pain, and didn't want to do this to her... told her to give me some time.... Thought of patching back with her... Smsed Bro Tham... but no reply... he was in thailand... but i didn't know that... in the end, what the hack, after my meal at ayer rajar market (soya sauce chicken noodles), took 51 to meet her at her block... told her I'd leave my religion... to patch back with her.... She first thing went to tell her dad... And her dad asked me to come in... told me if I did something like that again to hurt his daughter, I'm basically screwed... He asked me how I was to prove that I meant what I said... I told him I'd shift house... cause if i stayed with my dad i'll be with my religiion... but if with my mum i'd be a free thinker...
190805 Fri
Shift house
210805 Sun
She bought watch and bracelet for me
Had a quarrel with her after school... Went to Clementi bookstore to buy her psychology books... Forgot to help her carry the books... so she got very angry... and somehow or another, the quarrel lead to her talking about the major issue between us... my unwillingness to open up to her... I finally opened up to her that it is due to religion... and if she is willing to come with me... she'll understand, and I then can be totally open to her... We went to her home, and watched vcd together... some show about this scholar who married this gong gu very zai gal... in ancient china (comedy)... After which, we went to shell to buy some stuff before I go home... but along the way back, she asked me how it would be if she didn't accept my religion.... I told her then we sooner or later will have a lot of problems... after hearing that, she was very very very angry and hurt... and at the 19th floor, she told me she wanted to break up... And I said ok... cause I knew this is a major thing that we can't solve, if either is not willing to give way... Cried while doing so... So I took bus back, and along the way, she called up saying that her dad wanted me to come back and settle the issue with them... So i had to get off the bus, and take cab back... There, she was crying like mad, and so was I... In the end, her dad asked me what I was going to do, and I said break up... Left, and met this guy at the bus stop... who shared cab back with me... helped me lessen the hurt feeling.... But I was smsing her while talking to him.... When I got back... called her on the phone and talked to her....
Felt so hurt...
So painful...
180805 Thu
Woke up early in the morning and called her... talking to her.... I really really felt her pain, and didn't want to do this to her... told her to give me some time.... Thought of patching back with her... Smsed Bro Tham... but no reply... he was in thailand... but i didn't know that... in the end, what the hack, after my meal at ayer rajar market (soya sauce chicken noodles), took 51 to meet her at her block... told her I'd leave my religion... to patch back with her.... She first thing went to tell her dad... And her dad asked me to come in... told me if I did something like that again to hurt his daughter, I'm basically screwed... He asked me how I was to prove that I meant what I said... I told him I'd shift house... cause if i stayed with my dad i'll be with my religiion... but if with my mum i'd be a free thinker...
190805 Fri
Shift house
210805 Sun
She bought watch and bracelet for me
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