Proposal

11th July 2005 Mon

Asked her to be my gf. Gave her the SK necklace I bought for her... $168 bucks... Wanted to give it to her at west coast mac actually, but then in the end had to give it to her at TBP... Cause too out of the way... Basically spent the entire day with her, went to fetch her early in the morning, then came to my house... Spent the day together, then she had to do some errands or something, so went to TBP to do it... in the end too late, have to give it to her just before I sent her home.... but she was so scared of it... cause I told her it's a surprise but refused to tell her what the surprise is... even though I reassured her countless times it's nothing bad...

I showed her the necklace, and popped the question, but she took some time to accept it... she was hesitant, cause she act didn't want anymore relationships.... But anyway, she still did.... Thankfully... and I felt super duper happy... the happiest person in the world! =) =) =)

12th July 2005 Tues

She wanted to break up -_"- Went to her place early in the morning to comfort her and talk to her about it... And help her wear back the necklace...

14th July 2005 Thurs

Went with Mark and Xin to JB. Then later to class gathering at Marina Bay BBQ Buffet. Pearl got angry that I spent so much time with friends, at her expense... But she told me she wanted to meet GW... I'll never get women... she later explained that now she is my gf, she'll cancel such appointments for me... I kept on thinking she didn't like to do such things cause of the andy incident in the past (I asked her out, but then she was going to meet andy, and told me no... and even smsed me "Loving someone is not about meeting everyday"... But she says that now she's my gf it's different) Anyway, when she met him, GW told her to choose between him and me. She chose me. Promised never to contact her again. (like real)

18th July 2005 Mon

Met her yesterday night to bring her to my home. Bro Heng did not allow her to stay at Westpeak. Spent the night at the poolside. In the morning, brought her home. Left with her for shopping later... But left something behind... my 'V'. Can't get it back no more. But neither of us reached our peak. Painful. Don't ask me why... for me at least...

20th July 2005 Wed

Did it again... she reached hers this time... but not me... I really don't know why but it's painful... what so great about it? No idea...