The Space In Between

You know the times, when you wake up in the morning and stare blankly into the ceiling, and wonder, "What should I do today?" That's basically my life. Real fun. Life's like a neverending cycle of contradictions. Waiting in earnest for exams to be over, only to dread the boredom of having nothing to do in the holidays. Perhaps its just me, but I bet i'm not the only one. I have to admit that there are things to do, people to meet, games to play, movies to watch, books to read. But always, something missing. Even in the company of friends, the lingering feeling is always there, like a phantom stalking me, ready to pounce at me the moment the fun and laughter stops. That's the emptiness I feel, which seems to paint my surroundings grey and dull, bleak and inanimate. Emptiness, the place in between, a place where no one else can enter, that time just seems to stand still......

Monday, January 17, 2005

A long chat....

Hmm.... had a long long chat with pearl on the phone today... 2hrs and 54min and 42sec... I think that's the longest I've ever talked to anyone on the phone up till date.... wow.... Initially called her to settle some tutorial placements for the upcoming bidding, but in the end, nothing was settled, and ended up talking about everything but it.... Don't ask me what we talked about, there were just too many, from her maid, to the poem i wrote for her.... I think the last record was also with her, but not so long bah.... maybe 1hr 30min? this is basically twice the duration! I never talk much on the phone one.... more in real life.... so don't ask me how this happened... haha.... hmm... the next closest to her would be px, i think 1 hr, and yx, i think 30min or so.... no one else even comes close to this duration..... wahhaaa.....

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