Wow.....

In a rare instance of courtesy, she managed to reply me like 20mins after I sent her an sms asking her whehter she would be free anytime this comin two days so that we can meet up.... Its absolutely amazing.... I called her at first, knowing that she wouldn't reply to smses so quickly, but as usual, a miss call... so I had no choice but to msg her, expecting a reply like tomorrow.... but she surprised me once again....

But who knows... maybe she'll become uncontactable tomorrow when I call her to arrange the details.... Then the gift will be stuck in my cupboard, all properly wrapped up.... It becomes especially irritating knowing that its already like more than a week past christmas, and that I spent such a long time to make it, but it still hasn't been given yet.... sigh.... and i've been deliberating over this past few days whether I even should be giving her the present... You know the feeling when u put so much effort inside, but the other party just can't be bothered? Ya... that's how I feel many a times... so much so that I'm beginning to chuck her at the back of my mind, thankfully, helping me to experience less pain....

Cause everytime I think of her, I easily spiral into deep, gloomy thoughts, knowing I like someone, but the person doesn't like me, or doesn't treat me even as a friend, or something else I can't think of... Cause she really defies my logic... I can't understand her, hard as I try...


The Dark Side of the Moon by -Emptiness-
(Repost, from my other blog)

A person’s heart, I’d never know.
Its doors are shut, with screws and nails.
Just like the moon, which doesn’t show,
Part of itself, through Darkness’ veils.

Even the part, which I can see,
Deceives always, the wise of men.
What more the side, that I can’t see,
Hidden even, to best of friends?

The dismal side, of lonely hearts,
A place where joy, in haste departs
A world that’s filled, with only gloom.
The cold and dark, side of the moon.