Forbidden...

In great anticipation, I await tomorrow. Wednesday. I'll be sharing two lectures with pearl =) Happy happy. But I really should kill of this feeling I have for her. Just be friends, its good enough. Then if anything else happens, so be it. Cause if I don't do so, the only one who will suffer is me.... And that sux. Period. *sigh*. But its so hard to do! Killing off such an attraction to someone you really like, not due to looks but due to personality is not as easy as I thought.... Goodness.. I'm kinda thinking about her every day... This sux! HELP! There must be some way. I pray that there is some way. Can't be that i'm the only person going through this right? Someone out there must have experienced a similar situation, and managed to kill off this liking, and just be friends... I mean, how many billion of people are there in the world again? 6? 7? That's a lot of people ya know....

Anyway, another poem I wrote regarding this.....


Forbidden Love -- by -Emptiness-

Like a crimson apple,
She mesmerizes me.
But just like the fable,
Lethal poison she be.

This draw I can’t explain,
Be friends I’m not content.
I know it’ll lead to pain,
And heartbreak in the end.

Though still I yearn to touch,
And hold her in my arms.
I love her just too much,
To let her come to harm.

Those that know my plight agree,
This pain I don’t deserve.
Why then does fate torment me,
With this forbidden love?