The Space In Between

You know the times, when you wake up in the morning and stare blankly into the ceiling, and wonder, "What should I do today?" That's basically my life. Real fun. Life's like a neverending cycle of contradictions. Waiting in earnest for exams to be over, only to dread the boredom of having nothing to do in the holidays. Perhaps its just me, but I bet i'm not the only one. I have to admit that there are things to do, people to meet, games to play, movies to watch, books to read. But always, something missing. Even in the company of friends, the lingering feeling is always there, like a phantom stalking me, ready to pounce at me the moment the fun and laughter stops. That's the emptiness I feel, which seems to paint my surroundings grey and dull, bleak and inanimate. Emptiness, the place in between, a place where no one else can enter, that time just seems to stand still......

Thursday, January 06, 2005

Damn!

I just realised that under my profile, people can see the blogs I write! argh! That means someone I know might just have stumbled on this site of mine..... arghhh!!!! So much for a secret diary..... Anyone, if you're reading this and you know me, OWN UP!!! or may u rot in hell forever! ok lah, not that bad, just wish u bad luck for the rest of ur lifetime unless u own up..... I dun want to change my address.... Not too nice to have someone reading ur personal diary eh.... damn.... if only I knew earlier.... I guess its 缘分 anyway that caused this..... shit.... But that's not an excuse for u to continue reading it! leave a comment if u have the decency k (for people that actually know me in real life)?

posted by - Emptiness - | 7:09 pm

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