The Space In Between

You know the times, when you wake up in the morning and stare blankly into the ceiling, and wonder, "What should I do today?" That's basically my life. Real fun. Life's like a neverending cycle of contradictions. Waiting in earnest for exams to be over, only to dread the boredom of having nothing to do in the holidays. Perhaps its just me, but I bet i'm not the only one. I have to admit that there are things to do, people to meet, games to play, movies to watch, books to read. But always, something missing. Even in the company of friends, the lingering feeling is always there, like a phantom stalking me, ready to pounce at me the moment the fun and laughter stops. That's the emptiness I feel, which seems to paint my surroundings grey and dull, bleak and inanimate. Emptiness, the place in between, a place where no one else can enter, that time just seems to stand still......

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Sorrow

What can I say,
When all I want may
Just elude me,
And alone I'd be.

When will it end,
Will my spirit mend?
In pain I plead,
For an end I need.

Though hard I seek,
The future is bleak.
My sorrow shows,
In poems and prose.


Liking someone in silence really really suxs... Especially when you believe that she doesn't like you back, or just treats u as a friend... I keep on getting this feeling... today's the 21st... on the way last week, I told her to keep 24th free... But she's not free... So I told her some other day.... then she told me today she is free.... so supposed to meet her today... last minute she tells me she's not free, and will find some day after Christmas to meet me.... Goodness.... you mean from last week, all the way to Christmas she can't even find one day to meet me? Or issit everything else is more important?

*Sigh*

The lingering, depressing, sorrow...

posted by - Emptiness - | 8:40 pm

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