Update

040605 Sat
Just came back from the one week of ICT... met up with her, jing and hong. Went shopping with them, damn boring... Feels like i'm some sort of accessory... Anyway, went home with her... reached at around 10+pm... stayed till 11:30pm or so only, cause I got pissed off at her... she seemed so cold and distant, and was in a real bad mood.... due to her mensus no doubt, but still, spoils the whole mood... sickening... But settled with her over the phone when I got back....

060605 Mon
Went to visit her at her push cart... her first day of work... accompanied her for around and hour from 3:30 till 5pm... Selling aromatherapy... expensive stuff...

070605 Tues
Met her today... went to china town to walk walk... her dad came down with her nephew and niece and maids... family gathering -_"- ... Anyway, I think there is a serious problem between her and me... She keeps on giving me the feeling that i'm just an accessory... ok, I know that she has mensus pain, but still... I can't help feeling that way, and it affects my mood seriously.... When a couple goes shopping or anywhere, they do it together... Often, I feel as if she goes her own way, and doesn't care if I even follow her or not... she doesn't pull me along or something... what the hack... if she stops, she doesn't tell me at times, and if i'm looking at something, I can just later look up and find that she is gone... wtf.... I freakin hate it.... so showed her attitude, and got into another quarrel again.... who knows what will happen...