She's nutz

Ok, so I was late by around 40min, but she was late too... by around 10mins... I actually wanted to sms her that I'll be late, but considering her track record of being late all the while, I decided against it.... cause she'll just be later... So I should have smsed her.... it's ok for her to be angry in such a light, but for so long? She is nutz.... supposed to meet at 11:45... 11:53 I received her call... she asked me where I was, then hanged up the phone... I knew she was angry... So I spent like 45min trying to hong her.... but I suck at honging.... said something wrong, and she got pissed at me, then stormed off at around 12:50... Tried to pull her back and settle with her... but failed.... She took cab even though I asked her to stay.... got so pissed trying to hong her, that I was walked away... but immediately after, realised I shouldn't be like that... So I ran all the way from tbp to her house... to reach there before her cab... When she saw me there.... maybe she was surprised, maybe she was touched, but obviously it didn't affect her at all.... she still stormed off.... I can't take it anymore!!!! SHIT!

Went to tbp, had lunch.... waited till 2pm to call her... but she still angry... hang up my phone etc.... a few times too.... what is she made of? does she even love me at all? Can't stand her.... So went to do my own stuff and forget bout her.... 6-7pm smsed her whether she's still angy... up till now no reply yet....

I hate it...
I hate her...
I hate me...

I really do...