The Space In Between

You know the times, when you wake up in the morning and stare blankly into the ceiling, and wonder, "What should I do today?" That's basically my life. Real fun. Life's like a neverending cycle of contradictions. Waiting in earnest for exams to be over, only to dread the boredom of having nothing to do in the holidays. Perhaps its just me, but I bet i'm not the only one. I have to admit that there are things to do, people to meet, games to play, movies to watch, books to read. But always, something missing. Even in the company of friends, the lingering feeling is always there, like a phantom stalking me, ready to pounce at me the moment the fun and laughter stops. That's the emptiness I feel, which seems to paint my surroundings grey and dull, bleak and inanimate. Emptiness, the place in between, a place where no one else can enter, that time just seems to stand still......

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Finally.... But what does it mean?

Ok... After a painstaking 31 hours, which by the way is the new record, she called... But no reception! Unable to talk due to this... In total, she called twice, but afterwhich, she did not bother anymore... Not even an sms, though I smsed her asking what's wrong with her phone... So, once again, I am left in the dark as to what she is trying to do... Great eh... Maybe its her LG handphone.... but anyway, lemme just put the blame on all Starhub.... STARHUB SUX!!! Someone else I know will protest vehemently if she knew I just wrote this, but anyway, its the lesser evil, of my 2 options.... to blame starhub, or to blame her... Really doesn't make much sense to blame starhub though.... no other starhub user I know, has such problems, though i reckon i can count the number of starhub users I know on one hand... goodness...

Anyway, life goes on... maybe I should stop thinking so much eh... Yes... I really should.... Lemme think about something else now to take my thoughts of it...

*pause*

Can't think of any... Damn... At times I just wish I was simpleminded and think less... much less... It doesn't really do much good to think so much... Fortunately, I've got good friends, or just one in particular now, to keep me company, (he just left to bathe... just when I was saying that... crap) so I can take my mind of such pointless banter...

Still, life goes on...

Pain lingers on....

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