The Space In Between

You know the times, when you wake up in the morning and stare blankly into the ceiling, and wonder, "What should I do today?" That's basically my life. Real fun. Life's like a neverending cycle of contradictions. Waiting in earnest for exams to be over, only to dread the boredom of having nothing to do in the holidays. Perhaps its just me, but I bet i'm not the only one. I have to admit that there are things to do, people to meet, games to play, movies to watch, books to read. But always, something missing. Even in the company of friends, the lingering feeling is always there, like a phantom stalking me, ready to pounce at me the moment the fun and laughter stops. That's the emptiness I feel, which seems to paint my surroundings grey and dull, bleak and inanimate. Emptiness, the place in between, a place where no one else can enter, that time just seems to stand still......

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Holidays - Ruined!!


Heaven

I really have to commend the NUS administration for so efficiently wrecking my holidays.... Don't they need a break or something? Just when i'm about to make the switch over to the holiday mood, they manage to throw this online preference bidding nonsense right smack at my face! Now, i've got to actually think about what modules i'm going to take next sem... Furthermore, perhaps as another means of encouraging analytical thinking which they constantly emphasise upon, their explaination of this bidding nonsense is close to non-exsistent.... I reckon they expect me to figure it out my myself.....

Anyway, i'm still waiting for a particular someone to sms me back.... lemme see, its been like 10 hours already? WOW!!!! She's coming close to beating her old record!!! Of course, I can't possibly blame her... She always has her reasons.... RIGHT.... or maybe starhub just sux.... the hubbing experience eh.... or the lack of it.... what utter nonsense... Its amazing how those advertisers can so blatently show people using starhub services with close to orgasmic emotions.... Hmm.... maybe if they keep up with this horrendous service, i'd have that kinda expression on my face too -- I'd have gone crazy!

And finally! The drilling has ceased for the day! Freedom! Lemme just try not to think bout tomorrow though....

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