The Space In Between

You know the times, when you wake up in the morning and stare blankly into the ceiling, and wonder, "What should I do today?" That's basically my life. Real fun. Life's like a neverending cycle of contradictions. Waiting in earnest for exams to be over, only to dread the boredom of having nothing to do in the holidays. Perhaps its just me, but I bet i'm not the only one. I have to admit that there are things to do, people to meet, games to play, movies to watch, books to read. But always, something missing. Even in the company of friends, the lingering feeling is always there, like a phantom stalking me, ready to pounce at me the moment the fun and laughter stops. That's the emptiness I feel, which seems to paint my surroundings grey and dull, bleak and inanimate. Emptiness, the place in between, a place where no one else can enter, that time just seems to stand still......

Thursday, February 24, 2005

The Pleasure of Givin...

I'm glad that I could give her such pleasure. Nothing beats seeing the one you love enjoying herself...

That moment earlier in the afternoon is still vividly engraved in my memory... Didn't even expect it actually... How it occured? Have no clue.... just somehow, slowly approached that... I was hesitant at first... I knew she wanted me to do it... I could feel it... but I didn't want her to make a rash decision... just because someone forced himself on her earlier, she do something that she doesn't actually really want to do... But in the end, yar, I still did it... could sense that she was not just making some rash decision... =)

Went further than just kissing, or french kissing... Don't think 歪 , never do that thing... Really lifts up my heart to see her so happy, and blissful... She deserves it.... she's been thru a lot of crap recently....

P.S. Never locked the door again... haha...

posted by - Emptiness - | 12:35 am

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