胡思乱想

The problem with people like me who think too much -- cooking up non-existent problems...

I couldn't sleep yesterday night, or should I say today morning. Slept at 3.30am, just to wake up at 5.30am, and can't get back to sleep anymore... I couldn't take it anymore, so I smsed her the "Hate Me Please" poem.


Hate Me Please -- By -Emptiness-

Please say you hate me,
And let me be free.
I cannot live like this,
Release me from this, please.

I rather you don’t care,
Than leave me dangling nowhere.
At least then I can kill,
This love I feel for you.

And live my life again,
As it was before this pain.
Sure, we can still be friends,
But nothing more in the end.

Please don’t feel bad,
Chase your dreams, don’t be sad.
I’ll force myself to let you go.
Even though it is a big blow.

And still I stand by what I say,
As long as you’re happy, I’d walk away.
But please, I beg, just tell me soon,
I don’t want to be that cow trying to jump over the moon.


She called at 6++am, almost 7am. And so, I told her everything... That I 胡思乱想 too, just like her, and am really 敏感 . So, she too was laughing at how come I'm like her.

Pearl: "No wonder you don't need to see the palmist, you were sitting next to me, and already heard everything, since you are the same as me (paraphrased)"

Haha... true... So, she told me about yesterday, about GW, and sherning's call in the night. She didn't have to tell me so much actually... From the moment I heard her voice, I knew everything would be alright already. Sounds so mushy right? Goodness... Yar... sue me... So, we chatted till 9am, den went to sleep....

Even I fell asleep too =)

*Final Fantasy 9 Theme Song* My phone ringing... 12pm...

She called, telling me that she just woke up, and the first person she saw was sherning, in her room! Wow... Goodness gracious... Sherning is powerful.... -_-" ... Sherning gave her a gift, part 1 of it should I say. A photo album of his childhood... and a rose.... That part is ok.... its just the part about waking up and seeing him beside your bed that I totally understand how freaky it is.... What happened to privacy? Yeow.... I'm getting a feeling that she is already engaged to be married to him! -_-"

Anyway, meeting her later at 7:45pm.... Bugis.... Hope I don't concuss before going there siah.... I've been having far too little sleep this past few days.... Even now, I'm feeling 昼公's call....