The Space In Between

You know the times, when you wake up in the morning and stare blankly into the ceiling, and wonder, "What should I do today?" That's basically my life. Real fun. Life's like a neverending cycle of contradictions. Waiting in earnest for exams to be over, only to dread the boredom of having nothing to do in the holidays. Perhaps its just me, but I bet i'm not the only one. I have to admit that there are things to do, people to meet, games to play, movies to watch, books to read. But always, something missing. Even in the company of friends, the lingering feeling is always there, like a phantom stalking me, ready to pounce at me the moment the fun and laughter stops. That's the emptiness I feel, which seems to paint my surroundings grey and dull, bleak and inanimate. Emptiness, the place in between, a place where no one else can enter, that time just seems to stand still......

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Afraid

I'm so afraid.... not for myself, but for her....

Afraid that she'll get into an accident,
Afraid that she'll get kidnapped,
Afraid that she'll get raped by Sherning,
Afraid that she'll get back with GW,

But most of all,
Afraid that she'll never return to my side.


Perhaps, I'm not so much afraid for her, but for myself....
I'm selfish, I guess....
I really don't think I'll be able to take the pain of seeing someone you love walk away from me... I'll not be able to get over it...


Letting You Go (Repost) -- By -Emptiness-

I love you so,
That I let you go.
To have the freedom,
To build your kingdom.

And so you left,
And never returned.
Leaving me alone,
All on my own.

Throughout this time,
I’m waiting for you to find,
What you’ve been searching for,
A sincere heart’s lonely call.

Now that you’ve seen,
What would have been.
Will you return,
And from him turn?

Or will you still,
Go astray until,
Your heart can no longer find,
Its way back to mine?

posted by - Emptiness - | 2:17 am

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