Letting go...

Break My Heart -- By -Emptiness-

Let me forget,
Don't want to think about her.
But I fear regret,
How can I let go? I'm not sure.

I've decided,
That she'll be my first and last.
I was deluded,
That true love is unsurpassed.

If that's the case,
Why can't I bear to let go?
I'm sick of this chase,
And the pain that she bestows.

I want to return,
To the way I was before.
Don't show me concern,
Just slam shut the freakin' door.

Don't answer my calls,
Nor talk to me when we're in school.
Don't help me when I fall,
Just laugh at me like I'm a fool.

And never ever,
Let me see your glistening tears.
Only you can sever,
My love, my care, my sincere prayers.

You have him.
I have none.
You have felt pain,
And know how it's done.

So just depart,
Turn around and break my heart.
Our love is done,
Before it has even begun.